that moment
Tuesday, January 17, 2017 , 10:29 PM
2017, 20 and Changes

What's up people? It's me, Mai. 

Gone for so long and suddenly appeared like this, with no news or anything. Obviously, I'm writing this post to welcome the new year. Last year definitely has been a rough year for most people--Donald Trump's election, controversies, the decline of economical standings and what not. 

I, myself went through new changes--continuing my studies in degree, making new friends, healing from my past breakup and actually found a new someone that I'm currently in love with.

Full of surprises, I must say. Can't exactly pinpoint how I'm feeling about 2016. More of like a mix feeling. There's happy moments, sad and frustrating days and then there's emotionless times. I guess 2016 was the year I'm growing. And I'm still in the process.

2017 will be the year I'm turning 20. No more teens, just 20. Not sure what to feel. Is it that I have to absolutely act like an adult or will society oppress my freedom and the wants of doing what I want without the pressure coming from people?

It wouldn't be possible, wanting to do what I want. There will always be the urge of suppressing myself from growing up due to the pressure of not wanting to hurt other people's feelings over the course of my action. 

But yeah, I just hope 2017 will be the year where I'll mature, grow in harmony and peace and that whatever I decided to do, I will do it with pride and confidence. No amount of harsh words and negative talks can bring me down. 

That's all for now. Will probably hear from me again because I'm having my sem break and due to lack of activities I can do in my house, I'll probably will blog again.

Thank you for reading. Have a nice 2017.